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Author Topic: I'm free.  (Read 270 times)

Godstar

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #15 on: June 04, 2018, 08:58:49 pm »
Your past patterns make me believe otherwise. I truly hope this is rock bottom in terms of this marriage. Good luck and may He give you strength to do what needs to be done to break this pattern.

I can't live my life looking at my past, moving forward.  Thanks!

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #16 on: June 04, 2018, 10:27:08 pm »
I'm sorry you had to get treated that way for him to finally get arrested.  I understand why it's hard to recreate a life and recreate memories I understand you were with him I think when you were a teenager right.  My ex-husband was abusive but he didn't ever like go out and hit me but he had cold my hair and choked me I had assaulted him back at least in the initial part of it and then I started feeling like s*** about myself and I wasn't going to win anyways.  Anyway I have a point here.   You are going to love and hate him for a long long time and as the time goes by you won't even feel any of those you will get peace you will have a new dialogue in your head but that isn't going to happen even one year my brain is finally now working with a different dialogue.   I prayed for pretty much the last expense of my marriage please God please God help my ex husband love me I honestly tried to use that as peace because I thought to myself well this is God's answer and in a way it was because God knew he wasn't good for me even if I loved him.  You really do need to go see a counselor if you want to maybe refined yourself. Anyhow you have a lot of people praying for you and we're here stay strong
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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #17 on: June 04, 2018, 10:34:47 pm »
I can't even count the number of times I've read something just like this from you. I really hope this is the last time.

Godstar

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #18 on: June 04, 2018, 10:35:48 pm »
I'm sorry you had to get treated that way for him to finally get arrested.  I understand why it's hard to recreate a life and recreate memories I understand you were with him I think when you were a teenager right.  My ex-husband was abusive but he didn't ever like go out and hit me but he had cold my hair and choked me I had assaulted him back at least in the initial part of it and then I started feeling like s*** about myself and I wasn't going to win anyways.  Anyway I have a point here.   You are going to love and hate him for a long long time and as the time goes by you won't even feel any of those you will get peace you will have a new dialogue in your head but that isn't going to happen even one year my brain is finally now working with a different dialogue.   I prayed for pretty much the last expense of my marriage please God please God help my ex husband love me I honestly tried to use that as peace because I thought to myself well this is God's answer and in a way it was because God knew he wasn't good for me even if I loved him.  You really do need to go see a counselor if you want to maybe refined yourself. Anyhow you have a lot of people praying for you and we're here stay strong

Thank you.  I agree, this is an emotional rollercoaster.  The pain is intense.  Yes, I was 17, and in September I will be 40. 

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #19 on: June 04, 2018, 10:40:04 pm »
Good. I truly hope this was the final straw for you.

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #20 on: June 05, 2018, 11:02:27 am »
And this coming from the lady who thinks her son is Jesus or was it god?

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #21 on: June 06, 2018, 07:57:28 am »
The third strike happened, yesterday he hit me and now he is imprisoned.  I will not drop the charges, and I release my past afflictions.  It's a new day, time for healing.  The story is coming, it is all written.  Love you.  God bless.
Good for you.  You need away from him

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Re: I'm free.
« Reply #22 on: June 06, 2018, 08:43:40 am »
I truly hope you can be strong enough to stay away. You deserve so much more happiness.

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« Reply #23 on: June 06, 2018, 08:45:35 am »
Godstar, you know who I am. I've said this to you before and I'll probably say it to you again: God has given you your path so many times, you choose not to follow. God is speaking through everyone who encourages you to be your best, to stand up for yourself, to grow as a woman and a Mother. In a way, those who have faith are lucky, God doesn't stop sending the message over and over again until that person she (God could very well have a gender and if she does, she is a she)  is speaking to hears her. You say you hear the message now, I hope that your eyes and ears and heart are open to it. You have the God given chance (again) to show your children how a true adult behaves, how you can set aside our demons and stand tall against abuse. I hope you heed the message, if you do not I worry for your life.
if you don't think, you drown.
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